chasing pavements

sometimes it's hard to come up with things to blog about. However, according to my mother, I need to write more to inform her of what's actually going on in my life, since, when she calls me I'm just doing homework and have nothing interesting to say. I hate to break it to you mom, but those conversations pretty much cover my life. If I were to blog about my days, the blogs would consist of talking about my homework, and thats about it. I also eat, sleep, workout and do nothing during my days.. but those aren't really hot topics of conversation either.

I can't wait until April 21 (yes, that is my last exam - in case you didn't know where I was going with that). Have I mentioned yet that this upcoming exam period is my last one of them? I have 2 summer classes yet, but no more weeks of exams to look forward to... in my undergrad that is, but my post-grad schooling won't be for a while.

I got an email that says I can apply to graduate a couple of weeks ago. Reality check much? 4 year degree done. Adulthood starting. All seems to hit at once doesn't it? So many things to look forward to... and to be nervous about! Like taking care of people... what is that... I'm going to be a registered nurse. Responsible for peoples lives .. help. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing (don't tell my patients that) ..

Currently, I'm sitting waiting for my boyfriend to come in from Moose Jaw. I haven't seen him in 2 weeks, and I can't wait for him to get here. This day just never seems to end. 2:30 just can't come sooner... I still have an hour to wait, so I'm trying to come up with productive things to do. What I really feel like doing is eating all of the muffins I made yesterday -- kinda counterproductive from my workout this morning however, so I will have to resist temptation.

I discovered the other day that I'm pale. Not a new realization, I already knew this, but I think I re-discovered how pale I actually am. A whole bunch of people I know went to mexico or somewhere else hot over the last month, and last night at soccer I was standing next to one of them when I thought wow, I'm a ghost. I feel like I get more pale then most in the winter. Maybe its because I am inside so much doing homework (and because I don't have a car to take me anywhere) that not even on those days where theres a little bit of sun in winter do I see it. It sucks being trapped in your house. Especially with an evil cat to contend with for space.

Now that I've sort of written about a topic (mismatched as is may be) its time to find something else to fill my hour with. Believe me,  I could spend that whole time writing, but no one would want that... trust me. So I leave with you with my post title: